It's been a while since I've last posted. My life has drastically changed and has been very busy. I changed jobs within my company, and it's been very hectic, to say the least.
However, I will say that it has been one of the most trying times in my life. I do not have the luxury of time I had before to study throughout the day while sitting on the mountain top. I am now going through the testing fire. It is definitely a time of reflection of my values and priorities. One scripture that continues to come to mind is Proverbs 24:10 "If you fail under pressure, your strength is too small." I don't want to be a weak Christian. I don't want to fail nor do I want to have to go through the test again. I want to learn my lesson the first time.
I also know that God will give me more than I can bear. That's why he's there to help me stretch, grow, and fully rely on Him for all I need. I must take time to commune with Him and keep going in the right direction.
I also know that God never leaves me nor forsakes me. I may not look to Him nor seek Him as I should, but He is always there waiting for me. God is faithful.
I know that when I've done all I can do, then just stand. Know that God is God. Know that through Christ I can do all things. Know that even when the storm of life is roaring all around me, I can listen to God's still, small voice and feel His peace that passes all understanding.
I know that God loves me no matter what. I know that He has placed very special people in my life to keep me encouraged and pray for me.
I know that God is God.
Thank you Lord for everything. I know that I am to be thankful in all situations. I know that if I look with your eyes and listen, I will see where you are working around me and through me. Help me to not become so bogged down with life that I loose sight of you and your will in my life. Lord, guard me, protect me, use me. Help me to find that special time just for you in my day because without you I am nothing and can accomplish nothing. Give me rest and strengthen me for the battle I will face tomorrow to further your kingdom.
4 weeks ago